well, as i'm packing up things in the apartment and preparing to leave for x-track this weekend, i figure it's about time to start updating! as of this evening, the Lord brought my monthly financial support to 86%!! $637/month to go. yay! 82% was the last thing i knew when i went to sleep the night before...and yet, He was not surprised by the new support that came in today. so why was i?? He knew all along. He is faithful.
and yet, i struggle to believe. in fact, my deceitful heart is prone to unbelief. which is why sometimes, like today, i am overwhelmed with gratitude for the Lord's goodness. Lord, help my unbelief! He is always the provider, always merciful, always holy, always good, always love, always steadfast, always faithful, always just. if He treated me as i deserve i wouldn't be here today. my life is as a blade of grass: here today, gone tomorrow, and no one even remembers its place. and still, He knows me. He knows my frame. He knows I am but dust. and as a Father, He has compassion on His children.
what a beautiful God.
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